I don't wanna say I have the fear of public humiliation... but, I have a fear of public humiliation. It isn't always apparent and in full force... I've had plenty of forced practice and ready to stand on a pedestal at anytime (but how...you might ask).
I think theres this really tricky way to believe nothing has changed and to easily calm the nerves. It's a delicate blend of 'not giving a shit' and truly speaking from content you know and love. It's important not to feel rush nor obligated to deliver a presentation or review among peers, however this isn't always possible. Basically need to find clever ways of prioritizing, working a tad later, and watching others and how they work effectively.
I guess,... I'm writing this, more as a proposal to myself. David, will you start speaking again? Will you help others and meanwhile learn yourself? Can you fill the obligations of your full-time while finding time to express yourself?
I think these are all good questions... and hard to solve honestly.
We'll see what the future stores.